This is neither here nor there at this point, but I've left the boat. It just wasn't the right thing for me to be doing right now. I have processed my thoughts and processed them some more and I really feel like this was the right decision for me to make. I feel relieved and happy. I have not crossed sailing off my list of things to do ... I might return. I feel very strongly that the crew makes all the difference in the world. If I had a different crew I think it would have been an entirely different experience. Based on talking with other people from different boats I think there's is a possibility of returning and working for a spell on a different boat. Sailing is still very much something that I am interested in. So we'll see!
I am currently in Freeport, Maine and am taking things one day at a time. I stayed another night on Friday with the two women that I met in the shipyard, which was wonderful. It really gave me a chance to process my decision to quit and talk with them about options. Having connections up here makes me feel so much more comfortable, even just knowing that they're here. And Scott came up for the weekend and we went camping here in Freeport. It was glorious! The campground was great and the weather was awesome. It was nice to wander around Freeport Village and I collected and turned in lots of applications for jobs here. My hope is to stay in Freeport, or at least in Maine. It is so beautiful up here!
[Note: the name of the boat is Crayon Ponyfish ... love it!]
[Down by the water ... low tide ... at the campground.]
So here I am. The last couple of days have been a relief. I'm going to be in Kennebunkport for a little bit as well waiting to hear back from people about jobs. I'll be staying with Scott's grandparents! I love them! And this blog is going to be/has been turned into a log of my adventures here in Maine. Hopefully I'll be able to get my foot in the door with a job and move up here! I'll keep the blog as up-to-date as I can and update on my adventures!
Cheers!